darkness-angel

Weekend is here, and year sadly i haven´t been that active lately on update´s with art, first off, sorry about that i have thought had the lag of inspirations, and have been down with stress and depression for sevel years, and still not on top :/ big bummer really it is. as for now i´m drinking from time to time, i don´t have a urge to drink, so not a alcoholic or anything, just  drinking is releasing my mind from crap and hard times as well thought that i have every day that literately over throwing me completely, and thought getting all the help i can get, it´s not really working, as so i have been walking with my thought´s and pain for way way way to many years by now that the help i get has no effect, the only time that i´m of thought´s and worries and problems is when i get light headed from drinking, even so i still remember everything done, every thing said, and all. nothing is reacted to aggravated or mad, i really wish that i had the inspiration to art to day, like i had before the seriously work accident i had in 2012, i try to get up soon as possible but as it has been pointed out from many sides, i been to strong for to long on my own to many years pasted where i walked with deep shit problems and loneness.
i hope that one day in near future that i can come up with some art again, and not just stare at a blank page of paper

The world seems not the same
Though I know nothing has changed
It's all my state of mind
I can't leave it all behind
I have to stand up to be stronger

I was blinded by the darkness
wishing for a ray of light
and every day I felt so heartless
with the future not insight

You crossed my path when I was down
you brought me back on solid ground
you gave me strenght you changed my luck
my only friend when times were though

Little drops of heaven
my saving grace, sweet embrace
twentyfour/seven
let your love rain and eaze the pain
drops of heaven

I was in my darkest hour
when I felt an angels kiss
and all the heartache were devoured
in a thunderstorm of gliss

You picked me up you broke the ice
gave me a touch of paradise
standing tall, I'm shining through
and girl its all because of you

Little drops of heaven
my saving grace, sweet embrace
twentyfour/seven
let your love rain and eaze the pain
drops of heaven
my inspiration, love creation
twentyfour/seven
my heart and soul, internal glow
drops of heaven
oooh, yeeah.

[Solo]

Little drops of heaven
my saving grace, sweet embrace
twentyfour/seven
let your love rain and eaze the pain
drops of heaven
my inspiration, love creation
twentyfour/seven
my heart and soul, internal glow
drops of heaven
(drops of heaven, drops of heaven)
(little drops of heaven, drops of heaven)
(little drops of heaven, drops of heaven)
(little drops of heaven, drops of heaven)
(little drops of heaven, drops of heaven)
(little drops of heaven, drops of heaven)

so hows life going?


what life?, what fucking question is that at all????, i rather be dead than live in this fucked up human race world, punishment in being trapped in a humans body is the worst punishment there is , ignorance, greed, money fixated, self-centred smelly fucked up beings shooting and killing other spices to be dominating and act like gods, jesss .. world is going to crap and human are to blame for every fucking thing of it all, there is nothing called sickness, only the humans is sicking the world. may it all end at the 21/12-12  this earth is already fucked.

i joined a group on Facebook, and looke dup sevel youtube videos, right now my ought are going out to every one on here, and i did love if you would share this message with your friends and family

since all or most in here related them self with our dear beloved furry creatures, i thought this would be the right place to post this up.
I found a site that helps wolfs and Hybrids in CA.  it´s a none.profit Organization the makes sure the wolfs and Hybrids that can´t  live vild in nature, or is in urge need of food and medical care or whats worser than that.

www.wolfmountain.com/

is teh side, plz read and donate to it. i can´t say it to manny times,  we ones had 52 driffrint spices of wolfs in the world... now we have only 12 spices left, dont let the wolfs die, let them live to see a other day, i should not have to mention.. Balto witch i believe most know witch saved "Nome" Alaska back in 1913 that winter or atlest the kids there he was a Hybrid between a dog and wolf, and is a goos ambassador for the hybrid kind.

here is somthing to start with..

www.thepetitionsite.com/143/25…


That Hybris is to be put to sleep forever, curs of his a Hybrid, Sign under for him to live a other day and who knows he may end up as Balto one day..